Whoa, really?
Yes really.

Anyways some updates. Not much has really gone down, other than some worries amongst my group of friends. But I'll get there in a second. For now, let's talk about hate mail.

There's only a few rules to hate mail.
1. Spell correctly.
2. Make it decent.
3. Don't be a pussy to say who you are.

How did this start? Well, I got a message on my MySpace from a guy. And damn, This thing was poorly written. I'm shocked he actually spelled Vagina right. Also, he didn't even say who he was. Children, if you want to send hate mail, don't hide behind anything, don't make up a name. Stand up and say who you are. This message really gave me a good laugh. I just had to share it with my close friends. X] They got a kick out of it too.

Anyways, back to the friend problemo.


This past month. Friendships have twisted and drama just poked in.
Meaning by this,
I've been worried about this one friend(Won't name names) for awhile. She hung out with my gang the first few weeks of second semester. Then, when she went off to another group. It almost plummeted.
We rarely saw her. Only times we saw her were in a club. Sometimes in the morning. But other times, I didn't know where the hell she was.
I started to hear her grades were plummeting literally. It worried me. Honestly, it did. And it pissed me off. I thought she was going to do so much better in her new school. A new semester. I was going to watch over her, but she slipped away.
Things went down in school, won't say anything about it. But she seemed to get a little better. And hopefully she is. I talk to her more than I did this semester. But hopefully, next year will be better. Hopefully.
Other stuff, another girl is getting to two of my friends. Why? She's been stealing some people away. Being "bitchy" as one of my friends say. Really. And she's younger than us. I'm not sure if that's the way it works. But whatever. Let's hope things changed. This doesn't worry as much as my other friend does.

Relationship Status: Single still.
Sounds fun, huh? Well, relationships aren't really my thing right now. I'm just chillin` single now. :]


Random::
I've gotten myself a job. Finally. I work at home. Fun, I take so many breaks, but I still get my stuff done which is a good thing.
Along with work, I'm getting back into one of my classes I haven't been to in about a year. SOME of my friends know what it is. So, I won't say. And I'm sure they won't spill the beans.
I'm getting a new iTouch hopefully. And I've gotten the new DSi and loving it already. :] Though, no SP slots. No worries. xDD

Anyways,
If you want more updates. Remind me. xD


;://Charlielovesyou.

Well, here comes an update for the month.


April. The spring month. April showers bring May flowers as they say.

And I must admit, there's been no showers here in California. Just really cold breezes and warm afternoons. But to me, it feels as though the sunshine is shining brightly. Why?

Because this month is so far the best month of my life so far since last April. The news that's popped out:

My brother has returned from the Philippines. He came back April 5, and still a bit jet lagged but it's fine.
My sister and mom have finally put away their differences, getting along together now. That was the highlight of my month. At first, I never thought it was going to happen, but shockingly, it did. When I saw them talking again, I was shocked and taken back. Then they started laughing together once again, and damn, that literally threw me off. And now, it's literally almost back to what it was before. The good times, the good laughs, and everything all together.
Another news is, a lot of birthdays are coming up. My friend's birthday is tomorrow, another one is on Saturday, another Sunday, another, Tuesday, and mine are on Friday. I never saw it coming this year.
I get sick the weak after spring break. Fantabulous.
And one of my close friends has medical problems, I won't mention names, but I'm worried about her. Honestly, she is only one of the few I still trust from my past. I can tell her anything, and we just have the best times together. Don't think dirty about that. xDD But yeah, she is only one of the few I still try to hang with. Yet, we never run on the same schedule. So, I'm praying for her to be alright.

April 17, 2009:: The Day Of Silence. Wow, who knew it would come by this fast.
And due to this day, I've done my school project on this topic. I chose this topic for a few reasons; 1) I believe all couples, gays, lesbians, and straights deserve love. And love isn't about sexuality.
2) People have the freedom of religion, why not love or marriage?
3) Many of my friends and my parent's friends are gays/lesbians/bisexual.
And some other reasons, but I will not list anymore. I plan to post up the essay and art project up on here later on. :]

Well, as in my previous journal entry;
Lately, I've been growing distant from some of my friends. And some, just completely distant.
Basically, my thoughts on this is..I really don't care, yet I do. They say, your friends in your past are the ones that you can't hold on forever. The ones you have in college are the ones you can depend on.
Obviously, old friends have stayed and some have gone. New friends have come along.
And honestly, my new friends are just freakin' insane. My old friends, well, I have all of them still, but I rarely see them at times, especially at lunch. But I do make time to hang with them and talk to them, mainly through text messaging.
Is it enough? Or should I talk to them in person? Or should I not even try?

Anyways, I'm going to end this by saying,
School is going good. And everything is going great.

t00dles.
Love, Peace, and Adobo Grease.
<33&hearts;

Well, I'm tired of seeing that previous tagged thing. So, I'm gonna put some updates on this a bit more often now.

Well, it's a new semester. It's time for a new start and I'm actually starting off better than I did last semester.

Anyways,
Ever since the new semester, I've been seeing less of my old friends and seeing more of my new friends. Honestly, I feel like I'm drifting from some friends. But, I actually oddly like it. I know I should feel bad for saying that, which I kinda do, yet I don't. I won't mention any names, but some of my friends I feel like I want to shun them, but I don't have the guts to do it. It happens with being such a friendly person.

As for my new friends, I'm hanging with them more often. They're just so much fun! They really made my week last week with all the good laughs I got. I might end up hanging with them everyday except on the days I reserve for my other friends.

For the love story, as some of you ask a lot..Well, only a few. I'm still a bit single. I like it, yet I don't. I can't exactly make up my mind. I just want someone to hug me, which I get a lot of hugs a day, but I want like, a hold ya know. But whatever. I'm enjoying the single life anyway. Unlike some I know. Once again, I won't mention any names.

Anyways, I guess thats all the news I have for now. Until next time.

Tagged by the amazing nayrudreamcatcher something. xD


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P E R S O N A L

Real Name: Meghan
Nickname: It varies. I have Charlie, Megs, and MAL
Deviantart Name: speak-and-spell. xD
Country: USA.
Gender: I'magirlie.



F A V O R I T E S

Color: Yellow, Red, Black, White, Purple, Blue, Green
Food: Chinese, Filipino, American. xD
Drinks: Coke, Orangina, Aloe, and other stuff.
Movie at the moment (1 only): Errr,
Song at the moment (1 only): Wa Da We Da by Killola
TV Program (1 only): NCIS.
TV Channel (1 only): I don't know.
Book: Incantation
Ice Cream flavor: Vanilla

V E R S U S

What do you like most?

Sweet or Spicy?: Sweet

White chocolate or dark chocolate?: Dark

School or Mall?:
Mall.

Desktop Computer or Laptop?:
Laptop. PSH. MAC BOOK.

Ice Cream or Cake?:
Ice Cream.

Anime or Cartoons?:
Both?

PSP or PS2?:
Again, both.

Sony or Panasonic?:
Sony

RnB or POP?:
Both?



D E V I A N T A R T

What is your most favorite deviation in your gallery?
I'd have to say Heaven's Gates.



Who is your first watcher?
Q-Pon.

How many are your watchers right now?
I have no clue.


How many deviation/s do you have?
I didnt' count

In the moment, how many is your page views?
1570


Whom of your watchers do you talk the most?
The ones that start with C. LMFAO.

Are you a subscriber?
Nope.

When did you start using Deviantart?
'05 Ithink.

As the title says. I haven't updated this crap in the LONGEST TIME. So, time for a small recap since APRIL.

Not much detail of course. So, since my brother left for the Pinoys, it's been, really quiet in my house lately. A few fights here and there, but doesn't matter. I've made new frahnds, some freshies, some juniors, some seniors, and some online. I don't know, but I just seem to find that interesting. But that's just me. This past October, I lost a dear friend to me. Nearly half the school broke down into tears. His death was tragic, but it just taught me that my death can come at anytime. That I should smile, enjoying life every single second of it. So, I miss him, but I know that he's in a better place.

Anyways, other than that little sad part. I've received good news that my SISTER FROM ANOTHER MOTHER will be joining me in my school, FINALLY. :] Watch us cause chaos. Haha, just joking. ;] But yeah. She's one of my very close friends in RL. Online wise, :3 she knows who she is. :] I still have to work out our story with her. >3> Thats when we're on at the same time, but I'm sure next year we'll have more time.

A new years resolution? Hmm,

Well, to UPDATE MY SH!T ON HERE. I actually plan to put up some pictures of my OCs, Alayna and Aiko. Maybe some photos of friends, and drawings of friends characters. We'll see how it all turns out. I need to get my scanner fixed up. I know, I'm horrible at this. Lol. I might make some more resolutions, but none come to my mind right now since I'm so blanked.

Well, theres two more hours until the year 2009. Another year of me being alive and I love it. :]

I just decided to update this so I can thank all of you who I've befriended and kept friends. :]] I hope I can keep you way past 2009.

Laterrr.

"Notteh B!tchesss!"